Ordinary Reality

I hate it when people say that they hate that one guy then when the guy turns round and says that he wants her back she does an old fashioned "go weak in the knees" drama. And hypocritically she said earlier that week that you shouldnt let any guy close to you cause you'll just get hurt.
FFs.

NEWSFLASH: Just because you've been hurt before by someone, doesnt mean you should give up on love, or when one of your friends likes someone you should have a go at them, or tell them they're just going to get heart broken, Shit happens okay? doesnt mean you have to bitch to your friends that all guys are bad, one bad experience from you shouldnt affect the rest of your life or the ones around you. Its not fair.

Ever seen or thought of that person and wanted to scream and shout and pull the fuckers hair out?

Heres some advice, put a smile on for company but once you get home scream you fucking guts out into a pillow until you cant breathe then take a deep breath and do it again. Keep doing it until your tiredd out. Then go get a glass of wine and a load of chocolate and watch a feel good movie.
It helps.

Loving Atm:

Different coloured berets.
cheap little finds in river island.
jumper dresses.
cardigans.
Double Chocolate Brownies.
Double Caramel Hot Chocolate In Starbucks.
Freedom Jewellery.
Subs Of The Day.
Chips rolled up in newspaper cones
laughing til your sides split
double decker buses
Reading yesterdays horoscope to see if it was right.
Dazzle dust
English taxis
Waking up and remembering its the weekend
Strepsils
The little wonders of my life :]

Trust your friends.Even when you think nothing can help...You will be surprised they will always be there for you, so dont shut them out.

Feeling shit? and can't understand why?

watch a sad movie and cry your eyes out until you so tired that you wanna drop. Go and sleep until you wake up the next morning and you'll feel so much better.
Trust me. Been there done that :]

Was looking at a magazine..
And im looking at these models, really are they beautiful?
bones, vacant complexion, empty eyes, clothes hanging limply on their skinny forms.

It actually scared me.
people aspire to be just like Kate Moss, ex cocaine addict,skinny.
It makes me think Friggin wow. im so lucky that i dont think this shit.

Atm life sucks.
i like him.
he doesnt like me.
same old.same old.
Wish it wasnt.
but it always happens.
And as usual fionnghuala likes him too.
and that usually means she'll get him.

Ever Been Dumped?Hurt?Confused.
Sokay. Seriously its not the end of the world. When guys say they wanna be mates they mean friends. That comes with guys being guys. Dont be convinced that because you've text them and they're off that they hate you, they dont, seriously all the things they've said to you mean something, they wouldnt say it otherwise :]

Ever had that feeling of your stomach dropping into your gut when you see that certain someone? wanting him/her to talk to you,even text you.Wanting to make that one wish, and praying for it to come true..